i have yet to go public with this blog. well it is online but i haven’t shared the link anywhere besides a spiritual forum i just joined. i am still getting a lot of stuff out of my system and sometimes writing is the best way to channel all that energy.
everytime i write about \”you\” or some other character it is usually either a composite of many people i know or just my lower self. and that is why things bother us because we find ourselves in others, the good and the bad.
there is a lot of toxic positivity online these days. or maybe it’s always been this way since the dawn of man. positive mental energy and thought power is good of course but not if it is fake. i can see when people are repressing their demons. that is a recipe for disaster. eventually you will explode and either go on a killing spree or end up in the looney bin. you gotta find a way to excorcise those bastards before they excorcise you!
of course its easy to take things out of context and that will probably happen when people start going through (reading) my dirty laundry. this is 40 years of stuff that has been weighing heavy on my soul. i have to let it out. these are dialogues i have within my own head and gives me the chance to step back and see what is really happening. dreams, hopes, fears, nightmares, fantasies and desires. all are welcome on this blog. if you don’t like it, take a hike. go back to your tiktok vids.
i am working on integrating the higher and the lower so that i am all inclusive when it comes to my personas and selves. they are only at war when i choose to look at it from a war bias. they are also playing and dancing when you take away the guns and knives. let the children play.
the world (and your mind) are both a prison and a playground, depending on your choice of perception. you see what you project. choose wisely and remember that you can switch at any moment. you are being born again every moment. i am as interested in who you are becoming as who you are being.
that said, i know i have to cool it with the moral righteousness regarding the vegan stuff. i know i know. not everyone is ready to go vegan. it is a very high standard but incredibly rewarding also. and i know that hardcore militant vegans can be too impatient to understand this dynamic which keeps them in perpetual conflict with all their relatives and friends who just ‘don’t get it’.
but there is a bridge between these two worlds. that bridge is health, wealth and happiness. we all want the same thing. we are animals who seek pleasure, avoid pain and conserve energy. find the common ground beyond the mind games.
we are all in this together. this goes beyond veganism. yes those who are oppressed need urgent attention. there are no excuses for the animal holocaust happening on a global scale, unlike any atrocity in human history. i would be lying if i said i have the perfect plan that gets us to the finish line quicker than other plans (end factory farming). i don’t.
the problem is that you are dealing with a lifetime of walls and shitstorms within all the collective AND individuals who are too retarded to see what is actually happening, even for just the sake of discussion. they simply don’t have the thinking or communication or self-reflection ability to even hear what you are saying as a committed animal rights liberationist. or to remember that there is a third party that doesn’t give a fuck about winners of debates. every debate that ends in disagreement is a LOSS LOSS LOSS. epic failure. communication breakdown. so get off your high horses vegans. GROW UP!
and get out of your moral apathy, meat eaters. WAKE THE FUCK UP!
this is the world we live in. we need to do two things and these are the pillars for not only REVOLUTION but also our own personal inner peace and enlightenment:
1) accept the world as it is –> not only accept it but LOVE it because this is all we have and everything is happening because of cause/effect and the earth is billions of years old, she knows much more than you. this is not some new age nonsense. new age is old school. this is the post-newage.
2) change what you can –> not just vegan lifestyle but aspire to become a master communicater, speaker, writer, listener, orator, thinker, coach, teacher, mentor and any other skill that can help you have conductive discussions with people and shapeshift when required because not everyone responds to the same style.
WE NEED BOTH.
the cool thing is when you go vegan and do it the healthy way (high carb, low fat) you will have so much energy that all this will become fun and exciting. yes there will be moments of sadness when you bring your attention to the horror going on but you will learn how to deal with it by doing what you can and not burn yourself to the ground hating on others.
you will have the courage to say \”this is not okay\” but also to not force change on anyone because that might just push them away. sometimes hurting another person with some hard truths they need to hear can break their egoic shells and patterns… depends on the situation.
become a great person. show people with your example of living a great life full of joy, prosperity and service to humanity. for the people, for the animals, for the planet. make a lot of money doing what you love, sharing your services and products, helping others and cleaning up the planet slowly but surely. remember that we already live in paradise. just gotta take out the trash and let the earth reclaim it!
have fun but stand up and challenge others when you think they are doing something or wrong or saying something that is evil and when they contradict themselves as non-vegans always do, all day, every day especially when eating. be willing to have deep conversations with anyone, anywhere. this is important work. not everyone knows what you know. tell them. even better, show them! then it becomes WIN WIN WIN.
yes it requires a lot of work.
it’s taken me 15 years to even get past some of my own patterns. not mention addictions to bad foods, booze, drugs, stimulants. some will do it quicker than other who are mentally stronger and less prone to the underworlds where poets hang out. i often learn painfully slow but this also brings a depth and tenacity that i sometimes find lacking in those that figure it all out quick. if nothing else, i can connect better with others for whom it’s all a big struggle. i get it. been there, done that. struggle is a choice. struggle seems like the easy way but it just makes things harder further on up the road. mental strength is the backbone of all transformation. MINDSET.
there are many ways to go about turning the earth back in to the garden of eden it once was. legislation would help of course so that is one road you can take. i am personally not a huge fan of beaurocrasy and politics. the people working these jobs seem miserable.
you can come at this from so many different angles.
veganism is a matter of social justice and public health. and straight-up human decency and compassion. this is the biggest issue we have because it truly affects anyone. i don’t know about climate change and all that but i do know that eating animals is a disaster for the environment and our own habitat which you can see anywhere you go.
many people will read this and think i’ve gone off the deep end or think i am tripping. and perhaps be frustrated because i am communicating counter-intuitive truths that they are just not buying. i would love to know where i am wrong and no sorry but \”you are an idiot\” or \”you are delusional\” or \”vegans are mongoloids\” are not the kind of precision in thinking that i am looking for. show me the money!
vegan logic is 100% fool proof.
and truth is 100% absolute otherwise it’s a lie.
i have tried to find arguments against it but i have not found a single one that would make us anything less than a moral monster if we choose to eat meat (like I have done most of my life when i was a hypocrite liar broke loser).
health
ecology
spirit
sanity
morality
in these we are all united regardless of race, creed or religion!
it’s a dead end court case for the meat lovers (ie. speciesists) and a slam dunk win for the vegans. believe me i have tried to find the errors and did everything i could to justify avoiding this stuff. impossible unless you are okay with supporting evil and digging humanity in an even deeper hole.
going vegan is easy if you do it right. your life will be better in every way imaginable and beyond your wildest dreams because your body will become the beginning of heaven on earth and you will sleep knowing that there are not innocent sentient-beings-turned-corpses rotting inside you and destroying your digestion, skin, vitality and ruining your sex life because of weak erections, bad breath and vacant stares into emptiness, wondering what the point of anything is.
THIS IS THE POINT. YOU ARE ALIVE.
AND LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
it is our moral duty as world citizens and stewards of the planet to ensure every gets a chance at a great life full of play, wonder and pleasure instead of being trapped in a dark cold factory with no friends and no love.
if you wanna be kind and compassionate, it’s not enough to talk about it and then take action against it. that is not cool. i accept this is the world we live in right now but i am gonna change it and shed light on this because when you see it, you will know what i know and no longer be able to turn away.
if you wanna live in a world of gardens, flowers, happiness and animals who are free to live in the wild and not be a slave to your needs, then you have to start practising all this in your own conduct (and yes they will still kill and hunt each other but we cannot control that, this is part of nature and when humans live in the wild again, this is a completely different discussion).
it starts with you… you are the garden, the flower the free sentient being who is happy and deserves love and liberation. when you are truly living in abundance, you will want it for others too. you will want it for everyone knowing that this kind of altruism just expands your joy evermore.
when we confine, mutilate and kill others or eat the products of such brutality we are voting for war and ecological disaster. is that what you really want? then why keep acting like you do.
if you are against what is happening in ukraine or support the rights of minorities then veganism is the heart of all these issues. if you don’t give a fuck about anyone then don’t expect anyone to give a fuck about you when your darkest hour comes. and it will. that is a promise.
i will try to be more respectful towards the ignorant and open to discussing all these issues. sometimes i lose my cool because i am only human. and say terrible things. i admit, i have a lot of work to do regarding relationships (i like being alone) but these situations also offer good opportunities to practice all this and really get to the bottom of what this whole this is all about and why i am so passionate about it and why some people just don’t give a fuck.
for me veganism is the only hope for humanity of a better future. i could not live with myself knowing i didn’t do what i could to make world peace a reality in my lifetime and for my future grandchildren and all the animals we will save through our work as humans, artists, entrepreneurs and activists.
please someone prove me wrong.
that’s all i ask.