abyss

there comes a time
when we must kill the killer
and kill the apologizer
and kill the reactor
and kill the killing

words are funny little creatures
they can mean so much
yet mean very little
depends how close we are
to the edge of the border
of sanity and insanity
never really figured out
which side i am on

i decided to become
an enlightened master
starting now
just like that
whatever that even means
whatever anything means
luckily we have google
to push our mental wheelchairs forward
now please excuse me
while i google the word luck

this clarity of mind
and peace inside
unheard of
in this age of noise and bright lights
to the blind ears and deaf eyes
i hide in my city cave
where a mountain once was
where a dinosaur once roamed

there comes a time
where a man must drop his disguise
and a woman will see
the empty face staring
into the abyss