Alonely

nobody here
to stroke my ego
nobody here
to tell me who i am
nobody here
to carry my weight
nobody here
to hear me be silent
alone
but not lonely
on my own
a little mad
but glad
she was the queen
of my senses
the empiress
of my defences
she tore me up
like a hurricane
jumped out of my
crashing aeroplane
lonely
but not alone
glowing
in the bright lights
a victim of vanity
a hunter of sanity
a worthless trunk of treasure
a distance that cannot be measured
alone
but not lonely
on my own
but not the only