Becoming

I’m happiest in the winter time
When its dark and cold outside
Puts my bullshit mental problems in perspective
Just gotta stand outside for 20 seconds
And feel the gratitude start pumping
As i go back into my warm home
With my songs and books and poetry
Out there i would die quickly
Nature doesnt give a fuck about us
We are just slaves of nature
So fuck nature
I will build technologies
That outsmart your sorry ass
I will live forever
In my music and my message
I will defy gravity
And travel the world
I will find a way
To get in your head
And when i’m there
You will wish you were dead
I will breathe your oxygen
Drink your water
Eat your food
As long as i can
I will fly on the backs of broken winged birds
As they carry my wounded body
Into the heavens
There i will meet all my friends again
The ones i lost
The ones i forgot
When i am there
I will think of you
I will dream of you
I will look into heavenly mirrors
And see that i have
become you