alright. what a day. this blog is now just private for me only
spent 4-5 days in cabin with cousin. good time to figure out stuff. no distractions. no computers, no phones, no books, no music, no movies, no people, no city noise, no writing, no bullshit.
now i’m at parents house for the rest of the week.
today i said goodbye to June, told Peter that Awe is over
and deleted everything online of me
it’s scary but i had to do all this
now i feel a bit empty and lost
but i know this had to be done
monday i return to helsinki
gotta get my stuff from the band room and bring it to my apartment where i’ll practice and prepare for recordings next month and live for the rest of this month until i’m outta of there.
my diet has been all over the place again.
i know what i must do
mental strength
inner peace
health and fitness
then the music
feel like listening to coldplay prosepkt march to feel better
started reading dan brown’s latest book lost symbol, i like it because it’s an escape from all the ‘knowledge’ i’ve been reading lately
looking forward to the f1 race this weekend
tonight i will do some pushups before eating and then sauna, reading and sleep
well it’s back to zero for me
gotta go