first day first day first day of the year
last time i was here it was all so clear
didn’t know didn’t know what i wanted to be
didn’t care didn’t care about anything
now I stand now I stand in the cold black night
such a mess I have made baby I got no fight
who would’ve known would’ve known I would come back
from here we go to where there ain’t no turning back
how can I disguise myself?
where I can I go to find myself?
as I child I never thought
that things would be so hard
lost in a dream
it seemed so real
she said to me
it’s not meant to be
when I woke up I saw
it was no dream
it can take a lot out of a man
to see the beauty of this cruel world
and to be grateful for it
because a warm shining sun
is only beautiful in the cold black night
