facades

We are all lost
Behind the facades
Same old lies
Behind these eyes
Snowy march in bucharest
Gonna head south
Just somewhere else
Cant seem to find
The connection
Some days are better
Than others
But when its too good
I lose myself into places and people
They want my soul
They want more
And i have nothing left
To give or take
I wanna be alone
With my books and songs
Me and my dark thoughts
Telling myself
I believe in love
Abundance of wealth
I am that hollow sound
Of oceans within words
My lonely skin
Finding miniscule delights
In the strangest things
Nothing can put me back together again
After i gave her everything
I long for death to take me
Surprise me
I have waited my whole life
To finally admit that
I hate surprises