health struggles

Hello everyone. I am Markus from Finland. Cool to be here. Would love to get your feedback as I am struggling with diet. Have been trying different things for 13 years. Fruit makes the most sense but I find it really difficult to do longer than 1-2 days. After that i get really depressed and hungry and lose any hope that this can work. And then I binge on hot dogs and junk food which is also difficult for too long! Then I crave fruit again. The cycle continues and disillusionment grows. 

Grains, beans, pasta, fasting, wild game, eggs, whey protein, creatine, supplements, salt, sugar, etc. There is so much stuff sold to us. One person says this is good, this is bad. Then someone else says the opposite. 

Eli, it seems you are doing great on fruit. Just wish you would acknowledge that for most people it seems to not work same as for you. Perhaps your body is so clean that you are able to absorb them differently? Would love to see you address this somehow. I know it’s a tricky thing. Why does it work so good for you and not at all for others?

I like vegetable police’s videos, funny guy. I can relate with the different experiments, failures and desperation. But i also like and resonate with Durianrider’s sugar, rice, banana approach. He says Dr. Morse is a scammer but others say Morse is the best guy to learn from if you wanna eat fruit. Some say the say about Harley. Then there are people doing long juice fasts, dry fasts and this guy Detox Dudes says he knows the right protocols if you really wanna clean and heal. All of them want your money of course. 

For fuck’s sake. I have tried everything and nothing seems to work. Or maybe it does but I don’t know whether the discomfort is part of it or a sign to stop. How can we know? Apart of me just wants to give up and die young. Go back to coffee, alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, mcdonalds. What is the difference if nothing works anyways?

But i still have hope. I want perfect health. I no longer believe mainstream narratives regarding anything. All media is propaganda and the supermarket is basically 99% drugs and poison. We are being lied to so we stay insane, sick and buy pills and expensive surgeries. It’s truly maddening. 

We can be free but it’s fucking hard! Does it have to be? 

Here in Finland the fruit is terrible and expensive. I honestly don’t know what i am supposed to eat anymore. I don’t love food. Eating is a hassle. I wish i could just live off fresh, sweet fruit but how to make it work here? Right now travel is not possible because of the scamdemic. 

Would love some advice and tips. Eli, lets jump on a call if you are up for it. OR get some discussion going here. I love your energy and positive vibes. But please man, try to see how this works from perhaps another perspective to help those who struggle to make it work. Clearly for you it’s simple, you are free. Amazing to see and I truly admire you. I would love to see more people like that especially the man in the mirror!

Anyways, thank you for reading. I know this is long but it’s important and I didn’t find a post on it here and not sure where else to go, who to listen to, where to turn. 

I need help. Willing to do whatever it takes. Health is everything and without it we are nothing.