Greetings y’all.
I’m a high carb vegan musician/poet from Finland.
Love my life, living the dream. I’m happy. Fit as fuck.
But I want to somehow share this gift with others.
So many possible directions to take.
I’m a creativity machine Lion.
Teach health? Teach music? Teach success?
I have a million great ideas and each could be a million dollar empire.
But hesitate to put anything out there regarding courses, coaching, etc. My music skills takes most of my will and time but not all of it. So I called Ted few years back to help me figure out how I can use that time to bang out some courses and stuff. So far I have failed because I never do what he says.
There is this fear that it will ruin my future reputation as a serious artist, intellectual, activist and entrepreneur. People will see me as some online fake gangsta. Lots of shame and fear attached to this… can’t quite understand what it is. Could use some help. Or feedback. Ted has tried to help. We’ve tried all kinds of stuff. I’m a tough nut to crack. Lots of ego.
I get triggered by commuinities such as this, more of the lonewolf type.
I am always skeptical about other people’s methods. (“block” hints i know)
Never was too good with rules. Ask my high school teachers.
Ask my military officers. Ask my driver’s license instructors.
Ask my ex girlfriends LOL. Ask my friends and relatives. They all think I’ve lost it long ago.
Ask Ted!! I am terrible with instructions. Gotta chip away at it.
I want to learn all the rules so I can break them.
But I also want to help people.
Help the animals, very important for me.
I say I am living the dream, but that is a lie.
My dream is to liberate the animals in the factories.
This is an urgent issue.
But to do that requires helping humans who keep them trapped to see the TRUTH and Love.
And to help them understand why we have created such a world for such horror to exist.
This is not a cute topic. So it’s tricky.
I see a world where we integrate art, science, health, wealth and happiness.
I believe in humanity. I really do. I am not a misanthrope.
I see greatness in all people who are willing to step into the light.
Online feels a little fake and plastic to me, i think that is one of my issues.
I dont like the shallowness of marketing. I get it, it works and sells product.
but…
THIS IS MORE THAN JUST ABOUT MONEY FOR ME.
I want to save the world.
Thoughts?
Now that I think about it + read through what I wrote, this is probably the wrong place to post this. But I’m gonna do it anyways because you never know, maybe it will ignite some sparks. You can connect with me if you feel it’s appropriate. I like my feedback rough and hard, not into kumbaya (great song though!) but at the same time i am also a softie. Markus you think too much!! Yeah i know but thinking for me is like ideas having sex.
Considered pressing “LEAVE GROUP” but what the hell, instead wrote this and now gonna click POST.
boom
Love,
Markus