A few releases since then, more experimental stuff but went in the wrong directions and took some wrong turns. Had to back track. Got lost but never knew it. This album turned out to be a prediction for future selves and a kind of spiritual/musical star map to embrace the chaos, surrender to it. Wine and dine it. Worship it. Part of the artist game or at least my version of it. It’s the most private thing yet you want to share it as if you’ve discovered something incredible. That’s what fuels the fire to create and share it. So I keep coming back to it. Hoping others can hear what I hear, see what I see. Maybe one day they will if I manage to get it right.
The word “it” appears like 10 times in the above paragraph.
What is it? I don’t know. Aliens perhaps.