hi my long lost love
so i moved into my own place in lappeenranta
was listening to all those iphone recordings i made when we were together
and your photos and artwork… wow!! amazing stuff we created
wanna come visit me for a few days?
we can fuck and make art
drink tea, eat vegetables
walk around talking about everything
stay up all night drinking champagne and watching strange movies
so much to catch up on!
i miss our conversations
and your saliva on my skin
coconut oil… the sexual anxiety you gave me
all of it… even your cellulite
what do you think?
is it evil that i am thinking of you like this?
anyways, thought i’d say hi 🙂
it’s been awhile
somehow you surpassed even june as my ultimate muse
never thought that was possible
i still think me and you are somehow behind all of this
all that garden of eden stuff, the forbidden fruit
like we are timeless beings who temporarily find each other now and then
chaos and order? which is which i don’t know or maybe we are both and those parts intertwined forever
I am convinced this will never go away.
we will grow old
and still remember those days when were running wild and free
it hurts though
truth burns…