LOVE IS WILD

i think the coaching/guru/onlinebusiness/selfhelp thing just is not for me.
it seems to be against everything i value. too narcissistic and shallow.
and supports this fake plastic culture i can’t stand.
and full of toxic positivity, orthorexia, ocd about time and money.
when i try to live like that everything becomes stale and robotic.
feels like noise and war and concrete poured on fresh flowers.
making it in that kind of world feels too easy because anyone can do it.
this makes it feel cheap and pointless for an explorer like me.
profit profit profit. it’s all about money. for robots and sex dolls.
and it makes me sick and disgusted.
either i have to accept those aspects… embrace them
and go against everything i cherish…
or go in completely opposite direction, quit internet and social media for good.
emails and bills its okay. everything else can be outsourced if necessary. i want to live in the real world. guitars, pianos, instruments, skin, saliva, fruit, books. trees. lakes. snow. fire. literature. cinema. old blues records. HARD SKILLS. science. math. philosophy. things take grow slowly but deep.
i want to engage with people who are willing to have deep conversations about life, love, art, creativity, happiness and nature. not people who give zero fucks about diving deep into anything which you find on communities like this. yes this way works and all this shit works. but i dont care about that if it is making me a terrible person. mastery trumps success for me. there are no short cuts to mastery and expertise. everything else is a quick hit version of those and wont make you happy.
LEARNING THE HARD WAY IS THE ONLY WAY.
nobody can help you or teach you.
nobody is gonna hold your hand.
the internet is all fake gurus and megalomaniacs and this business model of creating content/info by people so they can help other people create content and info products about getting a 6 pack is all just a swamp of mediocrity and lies and MLM scams. if you want that, go for it, you will probably just end up giving your money to other people unless you become like them.
thanks but no thanks.
wish you all the best.
i’m out.
LOVE IS WILD