don’t let your past become your future
don’t let your past become your future
don’t let your past become your future
don’t let your past become your future
(maybe if i say it enough times it will come true but god damn it is so hard because i have an evil monster living in my head who enjoys the comfort of NOT changing or confronting unpleasant emotions because all monsters are actually just fear fear fear that’s why we label them as monsters because nobody wants to face the ultimate FEAR, they would rather jump out of planes, take drugs and swim in ICE water because those are nothing compared to the XXXtreme sport of HI FEAR TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT, I will love you forever and ever)
But hey Markus (says higher self) why not turn this around a bit and stop choosing to maintain this person who has some stupid monster in head or that believes that he is who he thinks he is… ok ok tell me more
WE ARE NOT WHO WE ARE
Oh god. Is this another one of your stupid fake happy self-help things you got going on these days (like the smiling photos, positive life changes, eating fruit, meditation and all that bullshit?)… alienating your people ??
NO it’s not.
Our thoughts guide us in every moment. The question is where do you wanna go? Would you get on a plane if the pilot says “i dunno” and shows up drunk and late for the flight?
VOICES VOICES VOICES
of the selves living in us and some of them get married with other selves and make new selves and they become us, lost on the screen, looking for another hit to make us feel less alone and AVOIDING our fears again because what if people see who we really are. Things could get worse…
Choose to maintain an image of yourself that is ALIGNED and oriented with the highest truth. (mentor told me and he hasn’t been sick in 4 decades!)
CREATE YOUR DREAM
CREATE YOUR DREAM
CREATE YOUR DREAM
(kinda like a song right? see this can be fun and feel MIGHTY but feeling is not enough, you gotta BECOME it so that you ARE it… see i told you we are not ourselves… necessarily… we can be but then it is wise to integrate so we can FLY THE PLANE )
There is no name for what i got (lower self again?)
It is a relentless will to CREATE (high low mix perhaps…)
not sure this is resonating (worries)
I would be lying if i said i didn’t care (honest confession??)
I CARE TOO DAMN MUCH (oh poor you!)
eat your pancakes and watch Handmaiden’s Tale unicorn boy!
Ok. I will
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TL;DR (too long didn’t read)
Anyways, go listen to this
(my new song)
https://found.ee/u6ati
It says all this in melodies, beats, synths… I guess that’s why they call it MUSIC because it is the church without a religion that lives in the cathedral of the human heart.
bye