RADIO SILENCE

i hate you when you leave
when you get in too deep
it’s hard to see the forest from the trees
all i see is an orchestra of burning pianos
playing ballet to lonely madmen
true poetry is a science of false gods
we study the great mystics
and learn from lost loves
it is a performance where words dance
in the hearts of mental hospital patients
who are secretly happy like a sun that is always there
lines are blurred
you don’t know who is who anymore
am i you or you are me
i steal everything from you
you are the nothingness
from which i crawl out bloody
and battle weary
you are my poet of scars in samskara
the shivas and the divas
the bhaktis and the shaktis
and the fuck me and my ocd
this is the kind of stuff
social media will never get
you cannot touch me through your youtubes
you cannot feel my anger through your instagrams
our drying salivas and dripping cunts and fat ass cocks
cannot go on your tinders or talk on your skypes
you cannot know how i miss you my dear stranger
how i yearn for you and the heat that comes
from all this beauty like suns dying in winter snowstorms
melting killers hearts
we have to turn off the machines
it’s time to go radio silent
there is a mountain of calm lions
standing before you now
let the wild dogs bark
let the great lakes of ice yawn
feel the wrath of disco murderers
locked in tear jerked smiles
lyrics videos and amateur porn on facecrack
cannot do justice
to my public offerings
vice documentaries and the daily vee
documenting your sad stories
kills art house cinema and armchair comedy
when you put coppola on bipolar meds
all you get is apocalypse now final cut fight club
and a new tarantino twice per decade
gaspar noe and jodorwosky pushed out
because they are too dangerous for hollywood flakes
if coldplay would go more coltrane
if lennon would rise from the dead
if hendrix, mister mojo rising and cobain
were to sing again
if rick grimes is still alive
i prey for the monza rains
race your hearts out boys
i want you all to win
a new age of space cadets
alone in the multiverse