Well so much for that plan. Apparently they started renovating the tram tracks where I moved (Töölö). This window is right below my 5th floor window. Drilling into metal. From 7am all day, mon-sat. Until end of 2025 (they are doing other stuff too). Landlord already called me yesterday to make sure I am aware of this and that its ok if I need to find another option. Yeah imma gonna need that other option. So what now? I am honestly not sure. At least I got a better sleep with the 70€ air mattress i bought. Gonna go grab a coffee and go sit in car to contemplate next move. This noise is ridiculous. I cant even hear myself write. I think my ears just started ringing. Gotta keep windows closed. Still loud. Still sucks. Hit me up if you have any ideas or perhaps know someone that knows someone who might know something about something. Thnx Bubba
Been in IKEA last 5 hours. First went upstairs to check out furniture. Got tired and felt empty. Then had vegan meatballs to reload + a salad. A bored baby cried. Thought about my life and if my art will ever take me to the places i wanna go. Motivationally speeched myself into another round through this materialiatic hell, took a sip of my ikea lemon soda and off i went. Loaded the cart with things i need (i dont even own a fork). Found a flowery shower curtain i kinda liked. Out of stock. Chose more things. Coffee cups. Pots. Soulless shit made in china. I gotta get the fuck outta here. I dont wanna buy anything. Left cart. Walked out. Now sitting in parking lot writing you. Show must go on. It’s 18:44, tuesday evening and I am the greatest artist alive.