Guess i dont have the grifter gene
almost got caught up in all that shit
when i lived in London and was sick
sick of being broke and having to play
on the streets for money to pay rent
Started reading these stupid get rich books
Went to some seminars and even met with some life coaches
they asked me how bad i want it and blah blah blah
i told them i would do whatever it takes and yadeyadeyaa
i saw how happy they all were, eating steaks and fruit
hugging and jumping around with big white smiles
telling me that it is all about your thinking man
you can think your way to happiness and wealth
To cast out the demons and satan
The lonely poet within me started to feel more and more alone
And i started having violent fantasies about these idiots
Maybe i could become some vigilante
The dark lord of self help
It seemed to be an endless jerk fest
Coaches coaching coaches how to coach coaches
everyone in on the scam but too dumb to speak out
Sure the money was flowing but i could not do it
They gaslighted me and banned me from all their events
all their forums on online groups and blocked me everywhere
When i asked them simple questions
they felt too uncomfortable to answer
i look at the USA political situation
and it seems eerily similar to this
Trump, Musk, Vance, RFK jr
A bunch of con men leading the country
How the hell can people be so fucking stupid?
so i went back to my own worlds
feeling miserable and broke
wondering if I should’ve just swallowed my pride
and joined the Dark side.