oh my fucking god.
these people are insane.
they are trapped.
the adults, the kids, the grandparents.
They’re all fucking insane!!!
Developmentally at about age 12.
Stuck in their ways.
Ignorant about the basic things in life:
health
nutrition
spirituality
wealth
education
thinking
communication
They hide behind their false paradigms where everything is a lie.
It’s hell.
This is how most people live.
I have to get out of it.
Now just need to get my new passport and get out.
I can share my wisdom with them like i will with anyone.
But i will no longer consider them as anything more than that.
If they want to get back into my world, they must earn it.
Just like anyone else.
Family is total horseshit.
We need people. Oh yes.
But the right people.
Who are on our level.
Who inspire us.
Or how want to learn.
Humble.
Open.
Not like this.
Being an idiot is a self-made prison.
I don’t believe that there is fixed intelligence.
A retarded person can be smarter than a mensa person.
Depends how you live and treat others.
And being aware of the choices we make and their consquences.
Seeing more than one step ahead.
All my relatives and every friend or girlfriend I’ve had has been a prisoner.
These people can be helped, they NEED help.
But until they admit it, they are toxic.
Everyone treats each other like shit.
Short fuses.
Full of stress and anger and shame and repressed emotions.
The Lie.
When I stand up to The Lie, they will defend it and they get fucking angry.
This is dangerous. People don’t want to change.
But if they want to spend time with me, I have demands and requirements.
2018 I will finally start living as an enlightened warrior.
Peace is coming.
The Earth is my home.