Decided to start a blog because I feel so awful.
This is not my first attempt at this.
Usually I end up deleting it after a few months.
I get sick and tired of things (not just blogs) very quickly.
You know what? (how could you know??…)
I am sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I am so fucking weak and pathetic and lost right now.
I am 28 and I have no friends.
I have nobody to call.
I don’t even have an enemy to hate.
I have no job.
I am a liar, a fake, a pretender.
I am a hypocrite.
I am nobody, nothing, nowhere.
How did my life come to this?
Where do I go from here?