no i cannot pay rent and travel, gotta let go of the flat. and then work wherever i go either play gigs or whatever i can get, doesnt matter, will do anything, minimum wage stuff… i dont mind… just exciting to be in new places, meeting people… money comes money goes… it is a different kind of life…. you wake up and have to figure out how to eat and sleep and all that…
now everything is free and there is no challenge to stay alive which gets boring after awhile
i want to be human being again
i cannot live like this anymore
there are of course million reasons to stay here
but easy to get stuck in this comfort zone
gets harder and harder to leave
too easy
but i can also play music anywhere so i am basically a god wherever i go
just pull the guitar out and people go fucking gugugaga
i would like to do other work too, just load trucks and stuff
waiter… bartender… stripper… male escort… door to door salesman
i am living in a dreamworld of course but what the hell
that is why i am the king of earth
and i do whatever the fuck i want
if someone gives me shit i just send ’em off to the gulag LOL
honestly this might end badly but that is the fun part
I AM FUCKING DONE WITH FINLAND BRO
nice place but the men are all engineers and the girls walk like gorillas
NO THANKS!!!
i dont belong here
life is too easy and predictable
I have no future here