i was wrong about many things. I am wrong still. so wrong!
I do have some good friends who really care about me.
Thank you June, thank you Elias, thank you Aki, thank you Peter
for telling me things I needed to hear and making me realize things I wouldn’t have by myself.
Well-being in life is not dependent on outer things like the city you live in. It’s about what we make of our own lives regardless of our situation
We can make our lives meaningful everywhere and anytime.
if I run now
i am only running away from myself.
I prefer to run the race of life as my bro Durianrider once said.
thank you.
you see i knew there was a lesson to be learned in this struggle. it’s not enough to know these things. life must experienced. that is real knowledge.
PS. i’d like to leave you with this thought of mine: what difference is there in living a life of traveling and not traveling? can we not always be traveling even if we are in one place for longer? perhaps traveling is a way of living and not an endless destination or a backpack weighing you down or a hobo beard or a faded map to a treasure island or group photo with a bunch of strangers you have some good times with. traveling without moving. traveling in the soul. I am already traveling. I have always been. this restless heart of mine won’t rest. born a vagabond. without a home. except wherever it is that i am. lost or not. found or seeking.