vicevoids

will anything ever fill
these vicevoids
every night i search
for more answers
for more words
for more movies
risks and rewards
the games we play
a long time ago now
i learned about another way
of which warrior gods speaketh
in the great works
in the great books
had some crazy experiences
to grasp what they meant
made me think there’s something more
went on a journey around the sun
others filled their vicevoids
with me and my dirty love
used me to kill their sorrows
they took photographs to show their friends
and turned me into someone beautiful
then they left me like we had never met
in the london underground on acid
watching and weeping
for lonely trees that nobody sees
for lonely people that nobody needs
vicevoids beating as blackhearts
inside every human is a drug addict street junkie
miss things we never even had
coz baby we been brainwashed
to want a life we don’t have
art is the ultimate escape
troubles melts away
like lemon drops
lovers hug in autumn city parks
with rosy cheeks and horny bodies scared
she wants him and lets him want her
so they go home and fuck like hipster pornstars
get drunk on cheap champagne
and wish this would never end
knowing it’s already gone
as it gets dark and winter comes to kill all life
those november rains
years go by
children born
people die
we’re all getting old
vicevoids calling for us
longing to embrace us
come to me my little soldier of fortune
come back home my love
night comes and we lay in bed
wondering where am i or am i even here
i can’t remember anymore
i forget what i was even thinking of
concepts start to blur and bleed
all my dreams seem like another reality
i gently fall asleep
into a soft quiet slumber
as the world disappears
all the people i used to be
gather around
they look at each other
still none the wiser
oh the tenderness
vicevoids fading into strawberry sunsets