we have a winner

was living in solitude for some time
no people, just me and my thoughts

went insane.

very difficult to do that
i started to turn on myself

knew that i am in trouble

started bargaining with the devil

time to come back to reality markus

so i gave in
sold my soul
sold it all
burned everything i had

accepted defeat

give me all your poisons world
numb me

take away my troubled mind

give me a woman
give me a drink
give me a pizza
give me a friend
give me anything

you win

for now