Zest

babies crying in a clown world

words scurrying like vampire rats

running free in old cinemas

when the credits roll 

the skies will fall

dont wanna die until something

eats me alive

then i will commit suicide 

and everyone will wonder 

why why why

he had it all

he was so full of zest

we didnt see it coming

what the fucking fuck

now he is gone, forever gone

and hopefully i will inspire others to do the same

start a suicide cult

i dont care anymore

this world is an ambulance with a missing wheel

an unbearable hell

and when the fires freeze

it will become a frozen heaven

everything frozen, all the yesterdays

and tomorrows all the snakes and rats 

and all their sorrows

nothing will breathe  

not even the war machines

the last animals

struggling for life

a barren wasteland sea of white

kill and fuck and watch 

old woody allen movies

that old pervert is still alive

meanwhile, this fool

has a world for a head

looking for himself

it’s all dick and balls

and shopping malls.