My New Life Begins Now

(posted on some vegan forum)

home sweet home

New day, new month. It’s 12 AM. 00:00 hours.

90 days left of the year 2010.

I have been in bed with a cold for the last week.

Before that I have been drinking heavily, no exercise, eating SAD, depressed,
lonely, unsatisfied, unhappy, suicidal, estranged for over 2 months.

I move into a new apartment, new city but it’s not free until November 1st. I
am excited about that. I am going to get a new job. New friends. A new social
life. New clothes. New me. I want to grow and become a better man. I want to
become the man I can become.

People,

I want to get my life together. I feel like this is the place to get the right
advice. I am aware of Doug and what he does. I have read some interviews,
watched a few videos. I like what I see. That’s why I am here. You guys seem
to know what you are doing.

What are the top 5 things I should do to at least better my chances at success.
I want to optimize my chances. I want to be on the right path. Your path.
Diet?
Fitness?
Books?
Films?
Websites?
Council?
Therapy?
other… ?

Please help me.
I need direction.

I don’t want to dive in head first. I have done that before. Failed. Doesn’t work
for me. I have also tried many, many things. Failed. I haven’t tried this:
posting this message here. So here goes. So what is the logical way to pursue
this. Piece by piece. Step by step.

Thank you all for being here.

Now I will drink a glass of water and go to sleep. I hope in the morning there
will be something here. A man can always hope, right?

after a wild night… blackout drunk… woke up hurtin… needed to change and did