Category Psyche

Explore the artist’s psyche: shadow work, power, flow, discipline, and presence. Mental discipline for creators, seekers, and rebels who want more. Notes on how to stay sharp while making art and walking through the gates of heaven and hell. Posts on mindset, focus, and creative discipline. Mental tools for staying sharp and steady.

The Redeemer

It is not for nothing that our age cries out for the redeemer personality, for the one who can emancipate himself from the grip of the collective [psychosis] and save at least his own soul, who lights a beacon of…

medical doctors

Medical doctors are not as smart as you think. They are trained experts in laboratory medicine. They’ve memorized a lot of things regarding their specialty. They are also great at surgery and sometimes you need a sedative to calm down…

wuwupoet

wounded healer Faith Healer Never trust a poet. Got nothing but this. Slave to the Trade The mystic path is about being okay with not knowing anything because knowledge is futile. There is only Being. Faith in Being ONLY THIS…

I Love Being Depressed

Fuck this shit. Tried it all, nothing helps or works and then I just feel even worse. All that woowoo meditation, breathing, health food, self help, social media feel good new age kumbaya blablablalaa. FUCK IT ALL!!! The best medicine…

Big One

Wow. Depression hitting hard in last few days. Epic! I love this shit. Gloomy weather. Vampire poet lifestyle. Oh yeah! It’s a big one folks, got me good, nice and deep! Yeehaa!! In sauna we throw water on the rocks…

Joker Mode

Sometimes I feel like this. When I am around others, I do my best to hide it tho. Why? I don’t know. Because I have zero confidence and I don’t want any. I avoid other humans for this reason. I…

Feature Authoring (report)

One Thing You Could Do Better I would like to be much better with people. In how I communicate, how I listen, how I talk. How I empathize and understand others. How I support people that are close to me.…

Jaska 2

“Zenin persoonaton tyhjyys oli alkanut ahdistamaan ja tuntumaan vaaralliselta. Minulla alkoi olla paha olo, ja sisimpäni alkoi vaatimaan elämääni rakkautta tyhjyyden tavoittelemisen sijaan.” Se persoonaton tyhjyys on juuri se tie vapauteen jota etsit. Mutta länkkäri-addiktio egon kaaokseen ja minäminäminä keskeiseen…

The New Elite

I was talking about toxic people and families with a friend. He said: I think 1/3 of my high school class were hopelessly damaged by toxic family. The other 1/3 doing okay and decent grades and top 10-20% good familes…