before you kill yourself read this because this is me on the edge and look at us now right?
It’s time to create the life I always dreamed of. It’s time to make it happen. This blog is a culmination of all the shit that has happened in the last 34 years to make me the man I am today: failed musical/poetic genius, self help junkie (more like self hell), wannabe intellectual, aspiring entrepreneur, ex-vegan, anti-hipster (whatever that even means), lover of drugs, booze, sex, cinema, books and currently “in between jobs” and also in between all these identities and desires and dreams, not really knowing who I am or what I should be doing or focusing on because there’s so much god damn noise and bullshit that I can’t even fucking think straight. Am I the re-incarnation of Jesus, Gandhi, Hitler, DaVinci, Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain, Steve Jobs, Charles Bukowski? Or am I just some delusional loser living off welfare and being a leech to society, to humanity, sucking on mother nature’s titty, like a spineless sociopathic warlord womanizer? You tell me. This is some kind of revolution but I no longer know if I’m the status quo or the oppressed. There are so many selves battling that it’s hard to make sense and remember who has the guns. Welcome to my reality, my insanity. I better keep this anonymous for now because I really have to play my cards right to make my evil plan work. All shall be revealed. At least I hope so. This is for survival.
You are not alone.
BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE.
