pretentious wanker

i could make you think i am the happiest man alive when inside i am feeling suicidal i could give you the keys to the kingdom but first you should check my vitals ???? (woke up to this cant remember) staring in the midnight mirror the…

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HKI trip

I am in helsinki now, friends sleeping. I am probably gonna just do day trip tomorrow to estonia and then go home. Man this social life stuff is a real challenge for me. Drank booze again yesterday, smoked cigs, even did a line of speed. But…

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Happy As Fuk

used to play in barsand coffee shopsmade more in one nightthan most would make in a monthbut i felt like a whoreplaying the same stupid songsagain and again and

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The Lost

be lost if you are lostdon’t fight itcelebrate itbreathe into itfrom itbreathed by it when the lost come to youyou will saywelcome home WE’VE BEEN EXPECTING YOU

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Screen Time

screen time is snowflake timeand snowflake screen time IS ALL THE ADVENTUREYOU’RE NOT HAVING and when you’re 80all that time is shityou won’t rememberit won’t m

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Fallen King

I am The Fallen King of Babylon born with wings told that I cannot fly I never believed the lies And now its time To reclaim my power To reclaim my thrown Dismantle the city wasteland tech dystopia hell Let the forests wash over the earth…

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lunatic blues

been pretty rough lately but now i am back on top singing my songs playing my guitar wailing and howling the lunatic blues oh how it feels so good to sing my lunatic blues yeehaa booyaah back on top singing the lunatic blues from the rooftops…

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Master Musician Lifestyle

(At home routine when not on tour). Monday-Saturday: DEEP WORK 1instrument practise/study x 4 hrsguitar, voice, piano, repertoire DEEP WORK 2music/video production x 4 hrsrecording, writing, filming, editing, mixing, mastering, design LEISUREhobbies x 8hrsbooks, movies, records, chess, exercise, youtube, ufc, therapy, spirituality, social, dating, eating, bathing,…

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welcome

find your ways into the audio waves surf the waves until nights turn to days breathe in the ocean air sunshine kisses without a care even your troubles begin to smile sharks and storms go blind and wild

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money money money

I honestly think you are completely full of shit and I think you know it. That is why you sell sell sell like a true satanist. It seems you are really stuck in the money game like all the other hustlers selling their ideas and tribes.…

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care

I’m really struggling with all of this. Living on welfare because I refuse to work. Always excited at first when i get into my health psychosis. Reading health/truth books like a madman for months But then i burn myself out hard and go back to bingeing…

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the money game

Good keep the money. This is why I left. You talk about dropping all that stuff yet you are still stuck in the money game. That is the ultimate trap. Give it all away for free. That is the real power. You are just another hustler…

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many still stuck

vicevoids, [23.11.2023 0.24] Yeah many are still stuck in this “but where’s the proof” or “i need mommy to hold my hand before i can do any thing in life” vibe. It took me also long time to get past that. I love what you said…

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The Void

Biggest problem of humanity = The Void After you have done everything you need to do. What next?What now? The emptiness. Who are you without your job, community, identity, stuff, etc ?

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unsent email 3

I would really appreciate it if you dont contact me anymore. You are a toxic person for my life goals and dreams. And I don’t want to associate with people who are like this. You have the mental strength of an 8 year old girl and zero…

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blues guys

hotels are like gatekeepers when enough time has passed faces made of glass memories of blue skies we are known as the blues guys

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