Putin is not a good leader. Forcing people to fight your war will never work against people defending their homes and families. If you cant inspire your own people, you are incompetent. This martial law thing is a recipe for disaster. I have friends in russia who are estonian born but cant leave russia now. And they have to become murderers + risk being killed or worse. Or go to prison. But ugh. I feel for ya brothers, i really do. 
For what its worth i would rather go to prison. I feel zero national pride towards “my” country. Its just land on a map with people and other animals. I am a world citizen. Earth is my country. All humans are potential friends no matter where you are from or who you fuck with. And in this situation i bet you would meet many cool people in prison who are like you and refuse to kill potential friends who have done nothing wrong towards you. If everyone goes to prison what then? Nobody can force you to kill innocent people. Dont do it. Please. This will mess you up.
I am reserve soldier for finnish army yes because i served when i was still young, dumb and full of c*m. Now its just the latter haha. Now that i think of it, its still all three. Except i wouldnt serve now in any army except the LOVE army (already a General). 
I would never fight a blood war because i think war is wrong especially if it is for some rich assholes who dont give a shit about you. It is just wrong on so many levels. Beyond morality, war is of course inevitable and part of the deeper human condition. So we must learn how that works and how it manifests in the outer world. I am a world class expert on this stuff. Almost ready for kindergarten.
War is for losers and real men dont fight with guns. There is nothing brave about that. Its the wits that make us man.
Russia is amazing. The people, the culture, the art, the architecture, the music, the literature, the women, the nature. I love Russia. I love humans. I love the wisdom we will all gain from this madness. Trust the gods.
Putin is a cunt. Sorry Vlad…
Btw, I dont think he has absolute power… Not even close. True power is inner peace and alignment/integrity regarding our mind/body/heart.