Web Log 2007-2025
Web Log 2007-2025
Fuck this shit. Tried it all, nothing helps or works and then I just feel even worse. All that woowoo meditation, breathing, health food, self help, social media feel good new age kumbaya blablablalaa. FUCK IT ALL!!! The best medicine…
Health issues (first 40 years of my life) before I start my solid food vaction: Weight: 88kg (goal is to lose 10-15kg)Flaky skin + dandruff (eyebrows, scalp, under beard)Mood swingsScoliosislethargy/fatiguesocial anxiety & blushingshame, trauma, addictiondepression, suicidal thoughtslack of energy, will…
Going off the rails again with mental states. Don't really wanna write but thought this will be good for the grandkids when the big daddy is
Pain in the present is experienced as hurt.
This was sent as a newsletter to my fans/subscribers… Deleted everything again (permanently):* instagram* facebook* youtube* whatsapp* spotify* appleetc, etc You can find my music from 2007-2015 here (for now because it’s free for me to keep them there): …
Content Warning: The following contains explicit sexual descriptions, strong language, and raw reflections on mental health. Presented unedited for authenticity. Reader discretion advised. Well what can I say. It looks like you finally found the right place. Your search is…
conquer LPR, FINLAND, Scandinavia, Europe, USA, world no radio/tv/magazine interviews Social Media exclusivity: youtube, spotify, itunes, website, mailing list no comments on youtube videos only live music videos make great records work with prosplay with pros life changing live shows…
The other day I saw a post in Reddit written by some kid who wanted to die. I don’t exactly know how old he was but he sounded like a kid. He might’ve been an adult but I think most…
Painting by Thomas Cole
Got a million things on my mind. It’s 5:17am as I start writing this. It will be much later when I’m done. Don’t believe a word I say. It’s only true when it’s being said, when it’s being written. After…