why estonia

Why do i keep going back to estonia? Because i never quite know what these beautiful people are thinking and feeling… And i really like that. We talk to each other with words and eyes but communicate inner worlds with our whole bodies and past lives.…

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biggest concern

(from Freemelon Society bulletin board) Eli asked me via DM what my biggest concern/worry is right now regarding diet, health and all this. Thought i’d answer here. I used to be hardcore idealistic vegan who wanted to create fruitarian utopia on earth like Huxley’s island novel.…

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Artist CV

I am an artist creating his art. Self-expression! My life is my “ansioluettelo”. Please don’t expect me to play the same game as others play. We are artists and we need to be supported and respected. Remember this the next time you watch netflix or listen…

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Arist Grant (application)

I have been playing instruments my whole life and writing my own songs since I was 15. Since then I have traveled the world performing in different settings and working on many projects. My main priority has not been commercial success but to mastery the art…

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have a good time

Going through some kind of political awakening. Gonna shoot from the hip here. Watched the hbo documentary “this place rules”. Wow. Hilarious. Disturbing. What a crazy world we live in. People will do ANYTHING to find meaning and a sense of belonging. Proverb time: “The child…

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Understand

A man needs to hunt to understand your full capacity and capability. Healthiest diet is wild meat + veggies. Fruit and nuts for snacks. Coffee to start the morning and alcohol to wind down. This is how we live in the north as vikings. And we…

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Untitled document

I Well so much for being vegan and saving the world. It never works for me long term. Just cant eat potatoes and bananas and rice every day. Get really sick of it and i start hating humanity and become really depressed and angry and righteous…

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Coaching Application

This was sent to Rob Hardy who’s blog I found online and thought would be cool to talk to him. We did and that was that. Here is what I wrote in the application. specific problemswhat have i triedwhere have i gotten stuck What would you…

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575 haiku

all i really want is to be free and create for the highest highs if you could know me you would know that i support your evolution we are kept alive by a violent sun that is also very kind hello my angel you remind me…

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late bloomers

Hey y’all. Cool think thank. Impressed. Been at this for a long time. Grateful for the journey. The biggest thing in music is having hits. Even if you are more of a player than a creator. You need to play on hits. And a great player…

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obstacle = opportunity

Great community y’all have here. And a powerful think tank. Feel like I have come across a goldmine. Just joined this week and looking for some guidance on the following. Could use some feedback + input. What am i not seeing. Something i have been thinking…

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3 worst foods for humans

  Someone asked me how to eat a healthier diet but doesn’t want to go vegan… Here’s what i said. Quit these 3 foods and any foods that include them as ingredients. Your life will change in a month. That first month will be challenging but…

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I Love This Shit

Hahaa! Not even close to where I want to be as a singer and guitar player. Taking a year off to practise so I can play these songs properly and show you the money. I wish this winter would just last forever, I can’t stand sunshine…

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New Friends

So what do y’all think, is the earth flat? Is nasa, space, evolution, gravity and the holocaust a scam? I’m still investigating all this. Seems many of the people on this path reveal the truths eventually (at least for themselves) and are pulled in a similar…

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approach with caution

The more muscles and tattoos i see on someone the more i think this person is extremely fragile. Lots of fat serves the same purpose. Dead giveaways. So they cover all the hurt and hide behind this exterior wall like a conspiracy nut in the forest…

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yell

I need someone to yell at me. I like my truth served with force. Some call it tough love. I just call it love. Love hurts when we are over-coddled by our own echo chamber vanity snowflake existence. Truth blinds when we have been in the…

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rock star ego

Hard Truth The only reason I am not on youtube, coaching and helping people is my entitled-drifter-poet-wannabe-70s-rockstar-ego. How do i deflate it? When we lose our excuses, we find our results. Rockstar ego focus: mastery, success, songwriting, practising, poetry, lyrics, music, cinema, art, comedy, literature, hedonism,…

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My Music Career So Far

OBSTACLESI have two selves battling for supremacy. One wants to be a loner poet mountain man recluse pursuing mastery alone in calm cozy quiet winter finland cabin. The other one wants to live in tropics, open, dance, eat fruit and EXPRESS and be healthy, wealthy and…

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Secret Key

as we lie hereyou in your bed i in minewill you find me? you askyes i say, i will tryeven when i'm lost? you demandoh yes, i lie so lets crylets cry ourselves t

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