Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
hi. been a crazy wild year so far of reckless abandon and tenderness. ups and downs. all in my head. writing and creating more than ever. floodgates wide open but also vulnerable to all kinds of demons, ghosts and evil spirits from different realms. i welcome…
hi. been a crazy wild year so far of reckless abandon and tenderness. ups and downs. all in my head. writing and creating more than ever. floodgates wide open but also vulnerable to all kinds of demons, ghosts and evil spirits from different realms. i welcome…
started messing with a bunch of old songs last night and putting new music to the lyrics. just one of those times when playing was effortless. everything i played felt like a new song. and this is stuff i have been wrestling with for 10+ years.…
i’ve been a vegan since 2009 with a few hiccups here and there. i’ve tried all kinds of diets and methods and fell for all kinds of scams regarding my health, wealth and happiness. been always looking for extra performance and vitality but we are fooled…
i think the coaching/guru/onlinebusiness/selfhelp thing just is not for me. it seems to be against everything i value. too narcissistic and shallow. and supports this fake plastic culture i can’t stand. and full of toxic positivity, orthorexia, ocd about time and money. when i try to…
when i read 1984 and brave new world in high school i knew something was off with the world around me. all the kids around me were stressed about grades and where to go in life. i knew music was my path. even wanted to quit…
been going to bed early recently. i mean 20-21pm. and experimenting with taping my mouth to make sure i am breathing through the nose. approaching 40 in a few months and i gotta start taking care of my health more. i tend to cycle between bingeing…
keep having these conversations with higher self and lower self. sometimes i just sit back into the seat of consciousness and watch the show unfold. the world is a crazy place. my world and the outer world (by world i mean the collective hive mind of humanity…
hi again it’s 9:19 am, been up for a few hours. drinking tea, listening to music and reading the tibetan book of living & dying. feeling this unsettling anxiety because i am still in the midst of a 40 year purification ritual. pain and suffering are…
Rating: 2/5 Something is off with this dude but I can’t quite fully grasp what that is exactly. He seems to be running an elaborate con. Everything about him. That said, there is some truth and wisdom in his approach to health. But he also contradicts…
VIDEO REQUEST: Tell us your views on science, truth, knowledge, spirituality, etc. I personally don’t think personal experiments are reliable enough for objective truth claims because we easily deceive ourselves in all kinds of ways. And that is exactly what science is for. Science is all…
top ‘o the morning to ya.just chillin’ at home, drinking tea and listening to Saint-Saëns. it’s been the best week of my life so far but i always say that because life just keeps getting better and better. in the world of a musician, when you…
i have a tumultous relationship with online writing. my mind wants to keep going into rabbit holes every damn paragraph. like yesterday’s post when i started writing about drumming i got into a long rant about the stiffness of modern music (during the editing process when i…
actually i don’t really regret anything. sure i’ve made mistakes but in the heat of the moment, they were just choices i made. gotta trust those inner forces. even when you’re blackout drunk. had to go through all that. many years ago i woke up at…
hello reader. i am markus and this is my new internet journal. gonna keep these short and sweet. write every day if i can. not go too crazy about the editing, grammar and punctuation. just enjoy getting my thoughts out there. decided to not start sentences…
2023 Going well so far. Quit alcohol/drugs permanently. It’s all the same shit. Escape from reality because you are too weak to handle its intensity or too closed to appreciate it’s depth and beauty. Get high on life. If you have problems, identify them and solve…
“Candy coloured clown they call the sandman” Hope y’all are having a good year so far. Just checking in and saying hi. And sharing some thoughts. I have been fascinated with this question of “how do we know what is true” and “who am I” since…
1984 Sophie’s World Zen Guitar The Game The God Delusion The Power of Now I Am That Cupid’s Poisoned Arrow Ishmael Women World Peace Diet Shantaram How To Solve Your Money Problems Forever T Evolutionary Enlightenment Bandini Quartet The God Game Vegan Propaganda
FRUITARIAN SUPREMACY by Thorsten Atlantis 1 After almost 40 years of living on the material plane, my life was a disaster. Wars, floods, pandemics and insanity were ravaging mother Earth. And it was time to make a change. The year was 2023. It was time to…
THE PINEAL GLAND The pineal gland is one of the greatest secrets hidden from us. The secret is not that the gland exists, the secret is its function. Medical students are told it’s a twisted organ, but it’s not…. The Pineal Gland is our third eye,…