Tag self-destruction

Yoga Ruined My Life

when i was like 15-16 i read this book called zen guitar and it opened up a new world for me into zen and buddhism and all that although i didn’t understand that at the time. then i read orwell…

Daylusions

I'm the one eyed man in the land of the blindgive what is yours, take what is minego back and forth, I draw a lineto cross the line, I do a lineto kill the time

Crazy

I’m a little bit of a crazy person. I obsess over things. My moods can change drastically within one day. I’ve went to psychiatrists but everytime I step into their office I feel like they are the patients. I go…

The Dark Side of Enlightenment

I’ve known it for a long time. I mean the knowledge has been deep downthere inside of me. Somewhere. It’s been there ever since I began tounderstand the world we live in. The truth slowly formed. Some call itenlightenment. But…

Bottom of The Ocean

I’m so fucking unstable. I get excited about things and if I stop being that person, excitement is the last thing I feel for that thing. What the fuck is wrong with me? I haven’t had alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, meat…