Web Log 2007-2025
Web Log 2007-2025
feel like i have just escaped a cult (mind prison), and now walking around thinking what the fuck happened to this world? ugly plastic cars, computer phones, people flying in all directions. girls dressed like whores but beautiful and tempting. men look like they are all…
blogger interests: guitars, pianos, books, records, movies, supermodels, übermenschen intro: Grew up in 80s Travelled the world for 30 years then spent 5 years alone working on skills and songs for perhaps another 30 year world tour. Learning how to intergrate film/cinema into my creative flow…
going to countryside tomorrow for a week… record new album (voice/guitar), make some vids… 11 songs, xmas release, emotionally rape myself… then move to Paris and show you a man on the edge… of what i do not know yet… about to find out vv
let the words comelet them reveal to you their sacred wayslet the whole world come to you in a hazeit’s all smoke and mirrors babeyou are a waterfall in the des
i like slow empty mornings with nobody bothering me. never liked waking up with others. people have their morning routines and are still caught between dream worlds and back to the slogville. have had phases where i get up real early, go outside and explore the…
little pain in my elbowits okay, in a way, it’s a gamewanna play what u saygimme fame make it raintake away all this fakelets celebrate a new dayfeel the hate dissipatei just came in your brainwear this cape lets get bakedandrew tate charged with rape release…
(letter to a friend) have idea to do 90min film on you and your life as a poet, dancer, friend, etc…no team just me and my camcorder as director and cinematographermaybe few assistants but keep the crew small and frugal have you seen Vincent Gallo’s films?watch…
sitting in my living room with ideas for movies about poets and dancers long drawn out shots and awkward scenes but nothing too fancy or pretentious or maybe a deep study on exactly that might even call it “Etcetra” what the hell do i even mean…
Thank you for opening in me parts that I didn’t even know were closed. You revealed to me new ways of writing, playing and being. You gave me the courage to go deeper than ever before into worlds that can only be described by these song…
This art work is quite a life. And life is quite a work of art. Have had to be ruthless in removing distractions especially recently. I mean almost everything/everyone and really understanding the sacrifices required if one wants peak creative powers as an artist. It is…
came back to my home city now almost 5 years ago after having been gone far too long and no longer knowing who i was not sure i ever really did nor even wanted to for the life of an artist this ignorance and reluctance is…
what does a look mean the way they look at you if they look at you at all how you look how you dress beard or no beard 2 or 3 month beard? trimmed or wild fabric of clothing depends a lot on where you…
never trust a man who makes you feel like i make you feel or only trust the feeling because nothing is more real than this all the things that make this world such a crazy place are also the same things that it really beautifully there…
Oh man. Keeps happening. Go to far. Then fall apart. Then come back. Now again full of light and love. Apologies my dear brother. Hope you are doing well. Would still love to meet and make magic. How? When? Why? Where? With? Everyone has answers. I…
going through all demos from 2019-2023 trying to find the heart of it, best of the best songs and ideas i record on phone every year has its
learning as i go used to be my own foe until i snapped out of it took care of it came out with guns blazin went to town with it got lost in it forgot about it remembered it whatevered it howevered it everywhered it nowhered…
LAW OF CREATION LAW OF ATTRACTION LAW OF ASSUMPTION LAW OF EXPECTATION LAW OF ACTION 5 LAWS OF THE MULTIVERSE
thanks for showing me once again who i dont wanna be and what i dont want You are like sewer rat Alway know i find down there in the dungeons when i fall from grace You dont care about happiness or love You just wanna…
I cannot associate with you anymore. Unless I am in this lowlife sewer rat vibe, I cannot relate to you at all and it is painful to watch someone do this to themselves and not see that they are choosing it. You just make me feel…
I suffer from a disease called trying to figure it all out all the time. Get lost in the mind. Thoughts. Debates. Thinking. Logic. Need perfect answers and all I got is questions that open doors that lead to more questions. You feel this as a…